sometimes it’s just like…….if i fucking disappeared would anyone fucking care? it makes me kind of mad that people pretend to care about you but then they never try to hang out with you or see you and it’s like, what the fucking fuck? i’m so lost in the world and I feel so alone all the time and i KNOW i could vanish and no one would notice. It just hurts so much you know? Is it my fault? Is there something wrong with me?